Was I read these post I'm enlighten that others feel the way I do and see what’s truly going on in this world. And not only what change to better our self individually but to better our brothers and sisters as well. In that alone is very empowering to me. But on the other side it saddens me to my core that so many of us cant see/ don't want to see that same big picture and I know you have lived life and seen first hand as I have. And continue to sweep it under a big ass carpet like that’s just the way it has to be. When I see anyone being killed/ being treated poorly it's painful but when I see my skin being killed being treated bad in any type of way it breaks my heart just a little bit more. For me there's a bond! I see that person as me, as my brother, my sister, my cousin etc. And I want to react, I want justice, i want to fight, I WANT CHANGE! How can you her or him not feel the same?
How can you continue to try to run from what’s going on. There isn't peace in the world, where are you running to? How can you be content in the life that you have when you don't own what you work so hard to have? I'm going on 43 and this has been going on for how long?! I'm tried of being a guinea pig, working for someone else. Thinking buying a house/car/building credit is improving my life. When its just ganerteeing wealth for someone else. Being respectful for someone else to disrespect me and feel entitled to do so! That/this is not what I envisioned my life to be like as a child/teen/young adult and now. Thought out the decades of time we have prayed, marched, boycotted, fought, closed our eyes and keep our heads down etc. For nothing to change, the game is the same. When are you/we going to think differently, get tired, get mad. When are you, me and us going to finally just start thinking for ourselves?
Now that I have gotten most of my feelings out. What differences does it what who you believe in and what a person has done in the past. What we need to first focus on is agreeing that we have to change the way things are and how to do some. To me that is what all these post, videos and speeches are about.